Test again

I had a debate with myself the last few days. Do I worry everyone with my information, or do I wait until I have answers. Right now I know little.
On the 4th I had a sonogram on my thyroid. I assumed my doctor would call me by Friday.
Friday came and late in the day I still had no call. I called him.
I was told by the PA he had the file on his desk to review now.
OK fine with me, If you have no news it must be good news. Right????
By the 13th I still had no call back. I called his office again. This time he had reviewed my file and was "Pondering" That is the information I got.
I told Clayton, "Well tell him to let me know so I can ponder too".
Be careful what you ask for.
Within an hour, Dr returned my call.
Last year they found a tumor on my thyroid, left side.
This year they found one on my right side. Smaller than the other one but his one had calcification.
I thought that was not so bad.
My baby sister had called several times to check up on me. When I had that information I called her. I did not know it could be bad. She immediately began crying. That is when it hit me, Maybe this is not so good.
I felt so bad for calling her, I had no idea of the possible severity of this tumor.
So now I wait for the biopsy. It is scheduled for Wednesday.
I am not overly concerned. I just have a peace about it.
I felt better after calling my kids today.
That was my debate, Did I want them to know? Well I can use all the prayer and emotional support I can get. A few jokes along the way is good.
My daughter told me if they remove the thyroid, it will be the first time I have been quiet.
We laughed, While in school my report card was marked, "Whispers too much".
LOL the kids got a kick out of that one.
Of course they all know I say what is crossing my mind. Not always a good thing. But that is who I am.
So for now I am going to play it up. If David gets irritated at me, I say, "Honey I am sick".
Really I feel fine. I have no symptoms other than my usual, burst of energy or lack of.
So prayer is essential. Regardless of the outcome,. It will be fine, I will be fine. I just know.