Just thinking Again

Here I sit prepping for my day. Sitting.
I am driving to YC for a few hours. At least we get to see some family this week.
David took off to go with me, He just walked in.
Otherwise we are on our own, again, for the holidays.
(Now I know just how my Mom felt.)
No we are not having a pity party, We know your lives must surround your families.
We would Never expect someone to change or mess up that day for us. (At ALL)
Children must be allowed to open presents at home with Santa having delivered, and have time with their presents.
David and I are not sure what we will do Christmas Day.
He wants to escape somewhere. Just totally escape.
He keeps saying "Surely there is a place we can rejuvenate and celebrate, in snow,"
I am not sure I am up to doing that, However good it may sound.
I do not sleep most nights, I am up and down all NIGHT.
(as you can see by the last post)
I guess it is time to tell the doctor "Help me Sleep"
as they tell me sleep is the most important thing I can do.
At least during sleep times.
I guess Ambien or Lyrica will help.
Do not like that stuff as it makes me do weird things. Really Weird,
Ok More weird than usual.