Mind is a Dangerous Thing

At least mine is, It thinks all Time. ALL time.
I think of things to say, things to do, things I should not think. I have an inquiring mind and I want to know.
For example, Why is life as it is? Who is the serpent? (I think it is a snake or snakes)
So tonight I again watched the special on Appalachian Snake people. People who find it necessary to worship with snakes in their hands.
Yes I did read that in the Bible too, (they will take up serpents and it will not harm them)  but is it literal? I just do not know and I pray God never tells me to do it. It is a promise he won't because I wont put my self in that position.
I detest snakes. Or I am disobedient. Take it either way.
Today was semi-productive. I did clean floors and table and chair legs. I actually had cob webs on the dining chairs. How sad is that?
Stripped our bed, then wished David were here so I could rest. Having him here makes me rest easier. I am not sue why, I guess it is just knowledge that he is the sentry of my home and body.

He has another three day weekend coming up and I am still out of commission. Darn it!!!
By 6 I am so tired I can barely hold my eyes open, not necessarily sleep but sort of wiped out feeling.
If I do some minor work, my arms and Legs ache.
Oh well only a few more days of this, then I can start back on my regular medicine. Get my body back on track.
It is not so bad, but I am hungry for something. Tonight I had all fresh veggies, Green beans, Cabbage, Broccoli, Salad and a baked potato with nothing but salt and pepper.
Oh yes a Matzo, Gotta have those Matzo breads.
Right now I just need to talk and someone is asleep. Not me.
I am concerned about my Nephew and rightfully so.
I am more concerned about my Brother. He is the one left behind to mourn. No JR is not gone yet but it looks like only a matter of a short time.
They need help with the expenses and I would love to donate my casket but David says," Not a good idea."  Besides it is brushed rose with a rose in the head piece and roses on the handles.
Honestly I would not mind giving him my interest in it. Which is paid for.
But you know me, I would give away the farm if I could and now I want to give away my death chamber.
I have no stopping place on donations. I am working on that part of me. I have to stop giving away when I do not have to give.
It is just so difficult to see someone in need but I am often reminded, "Sue you can not save the world"
But I want to.
So with that I think I will start cutting out neutral fabrics to make blocks.
I can do that. Maybe but I am pretty sleepy. I may just mess that up too.