Sleep

Today and Yesterday was mostly spent sitting.
 I was so tired last night, I could not sleep when bedtime came.
Anyway I fixed that problem today.  When I woke, I lay an hour and we talked and laughed. (That is once I was awake)
I got up and made coffee and flapjacks, Guess what? Suddenly I was so tired I had to lie back down,
I looked at the clock and it was 1 pm already. What time did I get up?
1030 or so.
That is badddddddd.
However I did make dinner yesterday, Stew and homemade rolls.
I also made an apple crisp.
 There was enough for today and tomorrow. All we do is warm it up and eat. I am also eating hand fulls of cherry tomatoes and eating Oranges bananas, and apples.

I need to move more than I do, but when the mind is willing and  the body weak, You have to follow your best feelings, and do what you can.
Rosie asked, "How do you feel today"
I said, "You know that brown stuff behind horses? Well that is how I feel"
Anyway I can do this, It is hard at times, food is getting better but the body aches are increasing, Every day, it Seems I have a new place to ache.
David is loving it,  (not the pain, but me not finding work for him)
He is just sitting most of the time he is off and
watching
Watching,
 Watching


Ready for this?
 "24"

Third time now. He has NEVER liked reruns, but we have this on CD and he is hooked. We have 8 seasons of it.
Each season takes 24 hours but when the commercials are taken out. you take away at least 480 minutes or 8 hours.
So he gets 16 hours watching one season.
I do not mind, I am just not into it right now and he watches it when I rest.
And I do admit, I love 24 also, It is engrossing and tense and at times sends the stress levels over the edge. But we love it and I think Keifer Sutherland is amazing.
He and Johnny Depp are both a couple of my favorites. Depp, is so versatile. He amazes me. He does not refuse anything that may look stupid or out of his character. Why? he has set himself in no certain character.  I like that.

I also love the actor Sean Penn has become. He too is versatile and dramatic.
all  have won Oscars. Oscars they deserve.
Now if I could just get my eye liner on like Depp does.


Pardon the photo, I thought you would want to see me as I really am.
OK my face is puffy. I know that. My  eyes are mostly closed. If you saw the entire photo, you would see several spare tires. LOL
Hair? we wont even go there. Not sure what I am doing with it, but for now it grows.

Two years ago I sent one to Jeanette of me smiling. She called and laughed and laughed.
"Sue that is not smiling, that is some sad looking smile"
I told her "I really am smiling."
That was right after getting out of the hospital from the second surgery.
We could laugh about it. Not laughing a lot this year.

I LOOK like my Mama. OH MY. That is OK she was soft and pink. I will get there.

Lord I should erase that but I didn't.
My Face looks horrible, I will be so glad when the bloat goes away.
I am staying in and letting no one see me. LOL