Friday, January 27, 2006

Angels

I asked your Dad, do you believe in Angels? Ones you can see. We must all believe they exist, but have you ever seen one?
His answer stunned me, For years he had said, I don't think you see them, not in a form.
His answer was " Yes I saw one". He was referring to a time in our lives when I was very sick. I did not know how sick but knew I was being watched over. David often came into the room after I was in bed to see if I was OK. He was afraid of finding me dead. (Hard word)
I often awoke with his hand on my chest to see if I was breathing, he made numerous trips to the pharmacy to get Pepto Bismol for me, often after midnight.
I often had vivid discussions with someone in the room. I was never afraid. One night he woke up, I was talking again to this person. He turned over and saw the person. He said, "Honey who are you talking to?" I then responded "Oh it is OK, it is just my guardian angel." He saw it, he admitted he saw it. Finally he believes me. I only found this out on Sunday Morning, January the 22nd, 2006. He has often referred to that time but never really admitted to the angel.

I could recall every morning after a discussion with that angel, but he had never seen it. I asked him the next morning "What did you see?" he told me he saw a face, one he could not make out. And my answer stunned him. He knew It was real. I Knew it was real. I often told him I had a Guardian Angel. We all have them, we just have to be aware of them.

Sheri saw our Guardian Angel while living with us, while her home was being built. It is only a flash but if your heart is in tune with the spirit of God he will send a legion of Angels to watch over you and you will be aware.
I often think my Guardian Angel was my mom's spirit. Maybe not but definitely a spirit that loved me.
While sitting with my Mom in the hospital, it was late at night, My door was partially open, I saw a shadow, It moved to the room and disappeared, I got up and looked in the hall, no one was there. In my heart I knew it was my Dad waiting for my Mom. I felt no fear, only inner peace. I said nothing about it until a few days later, Jeanette said ," Sue. Daddy is here, I feel him". She too had seen the shadow at night, and felt it. So yes, again there is an angel for each of us.

Some people are so against this gift, they have no open hearts for the spirit of God that can lead, guide and Love us.

Daily we entertain Angels unaware, just read your bible. It may be the homeless person on the street, it may be the nurse in the hospital room that appears and prays for you, then suddenly disappears. It may be an angel in the form of your child. Look into those innocent eyes, eyes that have never seen the evil that lives in our world. Those are the eyes of an angel, Can you imagine what we know,and lose,as we lose our innocence. What we saw, what we felt, As we were coming into this world. Gs statement is perfect. Being a twin,he remembered someone else being there with him and holding his hand, As he grows older he will forget that touch, That perfect love he felt. We have all felt it, but the world has taken it from us. Our innocence, Our visions of our Father, as he sent us to this world.

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