One More Chapter

Our lives are taking major turns. Daily we see parts of oursleves we kept under wraps.
Yesterday David came in, he was teasing me, about something unimportant.
I pretended to become angry at him. He walked up behind me and spun me around. He looked into my eyes and bugged his eyes out and made a face.
What could I do but laugh. We both laughed a while, while holding on to each other. We realize we have to hold on, as tight as we can and remember all the laughter we share.
Last night, nothing was on Television, David took his shower, as he came down the hall, I had the Precious Memories Memoir on, He heard the music. He smiled , when our song came on he reached for me and we danced to "I Love how you Love me". That is our theme.
We have loved through the lean times, the angry times, the child raising years and we stood together through it all. The way we love may be the key to our relationship. We find each other interesting, beautiful and handsome, Love each others laughter, the way we make each other laugh, The way we reach for the other in the middle of the night to see if we are OK.
I am not sure what we would do if the other was not OK , however we still check.
I wake to find him lying on the floor by the bed, He gets unstable if he rises too quick.
I usually have him crawl where he needs to go and I stand beside him until he crawls to a safe place to stand.
At times it would have been easier, at that moment, to quit but a quitter we are not.
We often have to remember what made us fall in love and what that first feeling was.
We still have that much love in our hearts, Actually I believe it is deeper than ever, It is better then ever.
It is stronger than ever and if he were gone tomorrow, I would lose a part of my body, like cutting my heart out, No life could ever be the same.
So as we have just finished a new month in a new year, We face each day with hope for tomorrow.

Jan 08

It is here and almost gone. January is here and almost gone. Today is a cold wet day. As I lay in bed this morning, thinking, Do I want to get up yet? It was 6:30. Suddenly I heard the back door. I knew it was him. The old truck was down again. It breaks down all time. We have so much money in it, it is hard to give up but we have to sooner or later. I think sooner. As soon as this baby is here, we are putting it away. We looked on line for a motor home and found ours worth what we paid for it. Now we are just asking what we gave, even after fixing the sewer line, putting a horn and wiper motor on, rodding out the radiator. We did put at least one thousand in it. It is good shape. Great shape, actually. So that was supposed to go last year but someone has not driven it to the shop to show it. I guess I could go to town and sit beside it, in case someone wants it. Today I have to get my bag repacked. I just know I am going to Yuba city soon. Kris needs to do jumping jacks. LOL I Have prepared for leaving by telling your Dad what there is to eat. He is now taking food to one of the coaches, she has very little and she does not have money for lunch. Poor thing. Today he took two tuna sandwiches and sodas and kudos. How does someone end up like this in life? I just don't understand, but we could be there at any moment. What is it Charles used to say, "We are all one paycheck away from the streets."But for the grace of God there go I. So I just reworked my blog, hope it is OK. One problem it won't let me hit enter, I just have to keep going and going and going and going and going.