Nothin

Tuesday is upon us again, week is almost over and it barely started.
I have not a lot of ambition. It is rainy outside and "Rainy day Tuesday always get me down."
I have all the inside work completed so I sit here, waiting for someone to talk to. I could be sewing but my arm does not work properly so I best not be shoving material through a machine or even move the machine to the work area.
Nothin, Nothin to do. Ho Hum.
Not a good feeling. As I sat here today I thought of David on Sunday, He looks so worn out. His age is showing so much. However this morning, I heard him whistling as he got ready for work. At least he loves what he does, It keeps him going.
Once he leaves his job I do not expect him to keep alert as he is now. This keeps his spirit up. He comes home every day filling me in on some of the clients and how they are doing now, how they have improved, etc. It is good for his spirit to see these guys. He said "When I feel down I just have to look around me to realize just how blessed I am."
I say he has a good outlook.
I really need to shop for a few groceries, we are out of milk, Again. We have began buying four gallons at once so we do not have to go to Costco often, Milk there is 325 for two gallons, A great price. It was 290, not sure why the price increase but that is still cheap and David and I drink milk daily. May be why we are so healthy, LOL LOL LOL LOL.
Bananas, we are out of and we try to keep on hand, but I seem to be letting down on my shopping. Once I get up, dress, get work complete ,
I am done in. (As Eliza Doolittle said).
I did bake cookies for David last night, After 8 PM!! He needed treats. He is like my kids always were, Got to have those treats on hand.
Funny thing is, he says he has no taste buds, I believe him now, without a doubt. I made peanut butter cookies, How strong is that flavor? He ate about 6 of them then asked me if they were peanut butter. I could not believe he could not tell.
Well about 22 more days and we get to leave here for a while. I think this is a rest we both need. It has been so long since we totally got away from work here. If I am here I find something to do outside. (if it is warm outside).
David says I never stop and that is why he wants to get away from here.
Truthfully, it is becoming too much for even me. I get so tired some days. I don't even feel like walking up to the workshop to check on my Kitty's food.
We are having no Garden this year. I just don't feel like I can do it again. It is lots of work, worth it but still a lot of weeding, feeding, processing, and fussing at the ground squirrels and gophers and moles. They drive me nuts. Last year they ate three of my squash plants at the first of the season. Finally I got a solar mole chaser that worked.
So that is my nothing day, this is nobody, sitting here doing nothing, if anyone cares.
( a quote from my daughter when she was about 8 years old, she was feeling left out).