I am so glad to be home, However I thoroughly enjoyed my visit and assuring myself my baby would be OK.
On one post I said my Daughter had taken a turn for the worse, She had, but I think it was a sad worse. Yes they did say she sounded like Pneumonia was setting in and that in itself is scary but Dad sat here on the desk and cried when we talked to her. He said, "Call and get a ticket now." We had to do some money shuffling but finally had enough money to order the ticket. Believe me he recalls how close to death he was, and how HORRIBLE he felt for ages.
Sheri, it takes a while to come back with strength. Just be sure to tell your Doctor when you go in. I know it is time that heals. I recall feeling as if I would NEVER be able to walk down my hall without tiring out. However one day I made it and then easier the next. Just work at it every day, IT will come back.
Heck, Now I can run down the hall. LOL
I can work all day and finally find a spot to just relax. I do that and it keeps me going.
Never Never give up, keep trying. and Never say Never or I can't. Because you can and you will.
My last day I gave the grandchildren a bad time, (in a fun way). I was alone on the porch, I suddenly walked in to get M, (12 year old). I crooked my finger at her to come on,
NO response, only a smile.
I then used my hand to motion to come one, (No response again, bigger smile).
I then used two hands and arms to motion (like I was shoveling). Again bigger smile, no movement.
I then pulled my arms to my side and ran in place, she giggled.
I then began dancing for her, doing the sprinkler. That got it, She came to the porch with me. Giggling.
ET walked out, I got up to do the sprinkler for him and he dropped his head, "Mamaw somebody may be watching".
I said, "I don't care, I am me and I love life and fun." (all the while laughing).
He went back inside, then came out a few minutes later.
I guess he figured if I cant beat her I may as well join her, (with no dancing)
I had a ball.
I adore those kids, and I want them to remember me as fun and full of life.
M told me she would remember me as NEVER sitting still.
That too.
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