Just thinking

Here it is Thursday night and I am considering going to bed. It is past time. I think around 10 PM.
I plan on an early day tomorrow. Corn day.
Then on Saturday it is Home day.
As of right now I have no reserved seat on the airplane from Dallas to Sacramento.
I guess they overbooked. Not a big surprise.
I plan on arriving early to check for an earlier flight out.. I sure hope so. As early as possible.
In addition the kids can have a full day free of me. (not that they need it).
We have had a lot of laughs and it is good to see Sheri doing so well.
I was so pleased to hear the surgeon say, she was asymptomatic. (meaning no symptoms). Like her Mom she has a weak stomach, so throwing up is no big deal. (most of the time).
Ulcers, a big possibility. I told Sher if I were her I would not have the scope to check for ulcers, I would just treat it as if I did.
I found that to be my best treatment. Slow down, relax, Life will go on and tomorrow will come as usual. The sun will shine eventually and for the most part, she is pretty much that calm. However she has enough of me in her to be a hyper individual. we just cant sit still.

I asked M, "When I am no longer here, what will you remember most about me?"
Her response, "That you never sit still, you are always busy."
NO one really knows how much I wish I could sit still, How I wish I could turn off my thinking and seeing needs, but I just can't, so I will continue as me, it has worked (for me) for 63 years, why not longer?
Let me rephrase that, I can be lazy, if someone tells me, I prefer you did nothing while here or I had rather do it myself.
I can then not do a thing, Nada, Zilch, Nothing.
I admit I am not very calm but I can do it.


Saturday I get to see my husband for the first time in almost two weeks, I think we have a lot of catching up to do. We talk daily but that is not quite as good as big strong arms around me.
He gets to splurge while I am away. But back to cereal and baked chicken and veggies in a few days, I know you though, You have missed that kind of food. He does love home cooked foods.

Right now he is looking for a car for me, a small car. We desperately need one,
I begin heart therapy in a week or so and I can not make three trips into town daily. It would defeat therapy. We will continue looking when I get home. I am thinking I would like a little Honda, something with good gas mileage but a Mustang or Fire bird and since I am dreaming why not a Corvette? (like that will happen). Guess we just see what is out there.
Maybe a repo , Would be OK too as long as it is in good shape.