Prayer Request

Tonight I am pacing the floor. I am biting my nails, I am trying to stay focused.

I received a call from my Daughter today, She is really Really sick.

First she fainted at work and began throwing up. Actually it began yesterday with severe back pain. But she has a job and figured she could make it to work and be fine later.

When she fainted, not one patron in the library came to her aid. That amazes me. NOT ONE.

She said they had to see me having a hard time at my desk.

After passing out again, she made it to the phone to get help.

Mike took her to ER. They sent her home with a kidney infection, and sepsis. Home with Antibiotics and pain meds.

After five hours she became worse. Mike took her back to ER. She was shaking uncontrollably, and in horrible pain.

They took her back immediately, ( I believe that is what they said)

She was given IV pain meds, antibiotics and test ran. They thought from the pain she had a kidney stone.

I was praying it was that, That could be helped. (With time). I hope I do not sound calloused for saying that.

But she did not have a stone. THEY DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG!!! Just that she is one sick girl. :(

That is much worse than knowing a stone is there. At least I would know what is going on.

I am concerned about the kids worrying about their Mm. I see where M has posted on twitter, checking on her. M is her 12 year old daughter.

I knew she would be awfully concerned. I pray G sleeps well as he may become anxious, (he has Asbergers disease) Not serious, it contributes to his personality (which I find full of life and fun)but situations he does not deal well with. He is growing up though and I see changes in his beautiful personality.

The baby, E is six and a wonderful Mamas baby. He loves to lounge in her arms and she loves his lounging. He will be missing her a lot.

D the oldest, He is Mr. strong but today I heard a catch in his voice. I told him I wish I could be there to help, he said, "I do too Mamaw".

Mike just called. She is resting, The doctor will run more test in hopes of ruling out pneumonia.

Right now all I want are answers.

Yes I am still pacing, I took a stress pill to help me relax. Not working yet. Going to though.

NOW Now I know how my Mom felt when I was so sick and she was 2000 miles away. That is about the hardest thing to realize when these things happen.

I know my Mom wanted to be her to help but I thought I was fine. Now I know exactly how she felt.

EXACTLY.

I even called my baby sister, crying, Can you imagine that? me crying. Whoa I was in a state. Good thing I had a cell phone, I was wearing out a path where I was walking, (pacing) in my yard. I could not sit still.

I know all things are in Gods hands, I have to remember that. I have to put my trust in him.

She has been sick for a while. I think for over two months, I know she was sick while we were there in June, but she figured it was something else, (like stress). Her eyes were hollow and she had lost a lot of weight. No beautiful spark in her eyes.

OK now I have to trust and get rest myself. I cant let me get sick too, in case I need to make a quick trip to help out. Which I will do if necessary.

So with all that, Please pray for my baby, She needs it tonight.

She is resting in the hospital, they are running test after test but she is on pain meds and antibiotics.

Thank you all in advance for prayers.