I have no News. So that is it for today.
Not exactly, I am one sore necked person. My neck was dug in so many times, (even though it was just a needle, fine one at that). The five times he scrounged around made me pretty sore tonight.
On the first one, It was no big deal. Second one he hit the calcium, trying to penetrate the mass. He thought he made it, Nope when he removed the needle to the slide, nothing was on it.
So here we go again.
You all know I am not squeamish, I refused to move a muscle with a needle in my neck. I was quite calm.
The third time in he got to the calcium again. This time I heard it clicking. I really did, Like a needle scraping on bone. (oh it was a needle on bone). He said, "This is weird, I can hear that".
I said, "So can I!!"
Weird sound coming from inside my neck.
Dr proceeded to take several more biopsies.
I have four tumors, two on each side. You may say, Matched sets.
I have part of the report, not that I can read it. It is just gibberish to me. Not sure what bright mass with shadowing means, what no blood flow in one means compared to blood flow in the other side.
The left side has the calcium deposits in it. Tumor Size is (7.5X8.4.X13mm)Pretty big. Bigger than the right side. (right side is 5X4X6mm) Which still leaves me to wonder, Did I have a thorough scan a year ago? Those are the larger ones, The smaller ones in each side of the gland are a little smaller.
I asked "Is it a goiter?"
He told me "A goiter grows outside the thyroid, This is a growth inside the gland. A goiter will show itself, this is not visible from the outside. "
So maybe that answers that.
I may hear tomorrow, I sure hope so. I will be calling by noon or shortly after. Oh it will be after, I have another doctors appointment at 11 AM. time for medicine analysis.
I thought I was handling it, OK but I came home and wanted to sleep. That seems to be my coping mechanism. I just get really tired.
Or maybe the probing and nerves have worn me out.
It was all I could do to stay awake at 6 PM. Then Marie called and I had to wake up.
Of course David had to wake up too. LOL He was snoozing on the sofa, I was on the chair.
So for now that is all I know, You will know when I know. I expect it to be a good outcome, Maybe a stray pill that settled in my thyroid.
LOL I can dream can't I?
3 comments:
Praying Mom. Still, even if it is cancer it's the one to get! That's what I keep hearing.
I'm praying for you too.
I have already told you how I felt about all this. The answer is "NO" you cannot have anything serious wrong with you. It just cannot be.
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