Test Again

Today I have the expected thyroid scan. I have been wondering when they would call me to set up the appointment. The Doctor called yesterday, I go in this morning to have it scanned. How is that for service?
This week I also saw my Cardiologist. The news was the same. Not "HEY you are great, You will live a long time with this heart".
Well guess what they do not tell anyone that, so why should I be different?
Yes, My heart works well below the normal scale. Yes it has been even lower.
I stood there and studied my reports and thought "Hey why am I so low?" then I remembered I still function on clogged arteries. They are being blocked again, but I am trying to control every thing (or most things) I eat to keep the plaque down.
It is working, I can actually remove plaque if I am really really good.
Good, I do not think anyone can totally be, after all how can you avoid foods with cholesterol? Besides that I make my own brand of cholesterol. I make it if I eat nothing. I make Brown Cholesterol.

But, But keep in mind it is seven 7 years since the open heart surgery that saved my life.
I consider myself very blessed to be here now.
That my Darlings is why I Never stop. I must get it all done today because tomorrow I may not feel like working.
Dr. C said, "Your attitude has gone a long way to your longevity, You are active, you are positive, you are happy."
He is right, I do work on all that, I have changed so much since that surgery. I can feel the changes in my own body and mind.
I know life is so precious, We all say it but do we all REALLY know just how fast it can go?

So that is my news for the week. David is doing good. Finally almost over that cold. Finally not coughing all night. Finally resting when he comes home with no medication. Bless his heart he is so precious to me, What would I do without him. He has always been my Knight in Shining Armor.
We all need to look at our mates and think, "What would I do if he (or she) were not here.?"Did I treat him good and kind? (A kind word turns away wrath) Did I love him enough to last me the rest of my life? (should I be the one left) Did I Show support for him in his shortcomings? (Lord knows we ALL have them)"


I have to look at myself often, I have to say "Just how important is it that I get angry at that?"
Usually there is nothing to be angry about. Just a passing moment when things are out of sync.I stop, I think, I smile but not always. We do have our moments. And most of them are my fault.
He is so passive, I guess he has rubbed off on me the last 46 years.
Sounds like I love him, Well I do.
So darling this is to you and anyone I have not told how much I love you. I do Love so much.
I love with intensity.

If tomorrow Never Comes by Garth Brooks

Sometimes late at night

I lie awake and watch her sleeping

She's lost in peaceful dreams

So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark

And the thought crosses my mind

If I never wake up in the morning

Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart

(chorus)

If tomorrow never comes

Will she know how much I loved her

Did I try in every way to show her every day

That she's my only one

if my time on earth were through

She must face this world without me

Is the love I gave her in the past

Gonna be enough to last

If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life

Who never knew how much I loved them

Now I live with the regret

That my true feelings for them never were revealed

So I made a promise to myself

To say each day how much she means to me

And avoid that circumstance

Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

*chorus*

So tell that someone that you love

Just what you're thinking of

If tomorrow never comes