What to do with Myself

I am pretty bored but my eyes want to shut a lot. (sleepy) I think the stress of the last few weeks is working its way out of my body.
I sleep so peaceful with sweet dreams.
I think I must have needed all this sleep or I would not be doing it.After noons I make dinner and clean the kitchen and I am sewing on my quilt top blocks.
So I am not idle. Hungry though!!! I am so hungry lately. I am eating way too much, I better have that thyroid checked, It may be giving me problems. Three pound gain this week and it has barely started. Yikes, I cant do that. Weight gains affect my blood sugar. It will all stabilize soon, I am sure. (IT BETTER)
David is doing good. He was not in good spirits last night. Not sure why but he was sort of grouchy.
When we went to bed, he said he felt anxious. I knew he did because of his curt answers to me, He is not like that as a rule. Maybe he is just overwhelmed with these hospital and doctor bills.
Or maybe he is worried about the outcome of my biopsy. I have to say, I am not. Not concerned. I feel it is going to be OK.
Regardless It will be OK. Faith, that is faith. "Faith is the substance of things hoped for Evidence of things not seen"
You do not always have to see it to know it is real. Like Air, it is real but you can't see it. Wind, it comes and goes, but it is not seen, only evidence of it.
So on to better things.
I see my ENT surgeon tomorrow, He will go over the lab results with me, In addition my neck feels fine. I seldom need anything for discomfort. It does hurt a little but I can live with that pain. Sort of like a sore throat that goes to my ears. The back of my neck on the left hurts the worse. Not sure why that is.
Anyone have good ideas as to what we should do on Christmas? We are at a loss. We do not even feel like it is Christmas, No presents to buy, no tree to decorate, (I would have to undecorated it) No little ones to hug, Maybe we can go to the shelter and serve. I would love that. I take food there all time, but maybe I can help out more this time, Maybe bake a dozen or so pies.
Hummm sounds like a good plan.
They feed thousands of homeless or destitute people every holiday, in addition to the ones they feed on a daily basis.
So much to be Thankful for. So I best not have a pity party with no tree to put up.
That would be just too much work for me at this stage in my surgery.