Monday, January 04, 2010

Dreams

I have strange dreams, to say the least. Last night I dreamed of being far away.
I had driven to a town, (makes me think it was a town like Branson)
I think I had driven to just think. Maybe I was upset at David. Not sure why I went there.
I parked my car (yes it was the red one) and began walking, I walked and walked.
I saw a store, it was a mess, I saw the worker trying to take inventory, I wanted to clean his space up for him
I told him, "If you give me a few hours, I can have this in order and your inventory will go much faster."
Of course he refused. (he was a man).
I then walked into the front of the store and it was even messier. They also had a radio station in there that was unfit to listen to. It reminded me of a station I turned to a few years ago. (crude jokes, and unnecessary humor and lots of giggling.) There were three D.J.s two men and a woman.
As I left the store, ( remember I am still dreaming) I tried to find my car, I could not find it, I walked and walked, It felt as if I walked in circles, I was totally lost. I could not find my cell phone. I needed to get home or at the very least get to my car. It was gone, I could
not remember where I had parked.
Suddenly I was so tired, I was barely walking, then I began crawling, I crawled along the highway, then the sidewalk and finally I was digging in the grass with my hands as I was trying to pull myself along.
I was so tired.
I wanted my husband, I needed him to help me but I had no way to reach him.
Just as suddenly he was at my side.
I can see myself looking up into his eyes as he picked me up into his arms, Telling me.
"It is alright now I have you".
I woke to total exhaustion, but I had a beautiful memory.

Dreams, Make you think how lucky you are sometime.
No matter how bad life gets, someone you love is there to pick you up. Hold you and tell you , "It is alright now, I have you."
Often he is only a prayer away.

1 comment:

Mashelle said...

That is interesting I never dream (or remember) so I don't have the wild experiences or sweet ones you have, it is sweet that Dad was there to lift you up after the struggling you went through but then why go through it I think I prefer not to dream. I don't have to worry about any Freddies out there!