Just passing time

I have been at a loss for words lately. I have a lot on my mind and often feel lost.
Not sure which step to take next.
On Thursday I see the doctor and decisions will be made for my further treatment.
I am not looking forward to it.
Today I am out of it again, I cant think of anything to cook or anything to clean or anything to sew. I just want to sit.
I did make it to town to mail some packages. Sheri asked for embroidered towels for her kids, I finally finished those. Anyone needs to put their order in, The least I can do is make initials to transfer.
I finally have made a huge rose on my machine.
I now have decided to make a quilt of roses, I think I will transfer them to heart shaped fabric and call it "Hearts and Flowers". Yep, now that is a decision.
Lord knows I have every color of thread under the rainbow. I really do, I have three boxes of 27 each , pastels, brights, and basic, Then I have my extra box full of thread.
Plus my sewing table has several basics in it. I figured I could make a rose for each color I have in my rose garden. That will keep me busy for a while. Now for a plan on putting it all together. It takes me a while but I usually come out with a pretty neat quilt.
I want to make something original, like no one else.
I have always been that way. I want to be original. David tells me I am an original, I have my own views and am not easily swayed. I question a lot and search for answers. I take nothing at face value, I know behind every statement there is a question.
While in town I was almost blown away. (sort of) As I walked to the car I kept being pushed sideways and my hair was straight back. Of course I was not the only one. The wind was horrific.
The patio umbrella has been blown thirty feet from its original place and the iron stand is turned over. The artificial rocks covering my sprinkler valves were blown off, That is a first, they are usually pretty stable.
So with that I will try to rest a bit. I have a few more photos to post. And I will as soon as I get to it.
Or a (rountuit.)
We have had a really nice rainy weekend.