Soap/Give Ear my God

Scripture:
Psalms 55:1 Give ear to my prayer, O God, and hide not thyself from my supplication,
2. Attend unto me and hear me: I mourn in my complaint and make a noise.
4. My heart is very pained within me, and the terrors of death are fallen upon me.
6. And I said, Oh that I had wings like a dove! For then would I fly away and be at rest.

Observation:
How many times do we pray and feel as if we are not heard. We mourn and complain, All we are really doing is making noise, usually loud noise so God has to hear us. I have found myself yelling, "Where are you today God?"
At times the pressures of my trials seen too much but I try to keep a positive outlook, I know God is in control. He is and always will be my Guide.
Death, I do not fear, I have a savior to guide me.
Then I pray to just fly away from my problems. But God has plans to grow me through the trials. OH to have the wings of an Eagle today.

Application:
Wow to apply this today is a challenge. I have to stand and face my problems and health issues, knowing he is there holding my hand.
I do know this, but, (and there has to be a but) I am human and often it is difficult to just let go and rest in his presence. We want to pick up our burdens and carry them a while longer.

Prayer:
Dear God, today I need you to guide me as I make big decisions, I need your hand holding mine as I face these obstacles. I know you have a divine plan for me, How do I know I am in your plan or am I just following my mind and think I have given it to you?
Help me to see the light and make the right decisions knowing it is YOU not me.