Numbers

As I unlocked my locker today, I thought of all the numbers in my head. Numbers that come at the right time and place. I am making a list of numbers I have to use, At least on a monthly basis.

87343405207021919059145530365204791853622536742203192805564708058429721813
67548709424483870395012150184709545013544101918536225306261938062819631111196408221967
1214197003081946060508082012081320125302244777060919890827199310271994112219940327199708152000
081619991102201205052001012001022002.

Now what happens when I lose all those numbers? scary. I will be unable to open my safe, my lock, my SS number, my phone number, Birthdays, I already have too many to remember. I am sure years and months are wrong on a lot. And I still have numbers jumping around in my head all time.

I want it to stop. Maybe that is why I am so tired tonight.

I had one of those days where I felt like I was useless. I had no good feeling about my self. My Ravioli stuck. It boiled  over, and over and over and over.
I at one time was down cleaning the floor.
There are so many rules. and so many different sets of rules. One is, When you have to cook things like this, Use a tray and line it with paper towels. Change out the towels occasionally.
Then I hear, Oh the rules are you can not use the trays for that. You have to use just towels.
I removed the tray, Suddenly I see water running down the side of my table and puddling on the floor. I get down and scrub it all up, Then I put the tray back under my pan.
Better than cleaning the floor.

Oh that paper is not important, they never look at it. One day I lost my glove changing schedule. I said, " I do not know where it is," I was told, "Not important anyway"
Today I hear "Oh these are very important they hang them on the wall and check them to see who is complying."

If you take your hair net off when you go on a break you Must get a new one.
Yeah told that on first day when I yanked it off.
A few shifts later, a Breaker said, "I do not know where you heard that, You can reuse it."
Oh My such confusion.
Today it was difficult getting out of the store. We were scurrying. All of us. And none of us completed our task.
I was running and my nerves were frayed. My pot was horrible, I was totally embarrassed. I offered to clean it myself but was told "No I will get it, You need to clean your cart"
No one was able to reset their carts as it was crazy at closing.

For one I had one elderly lady setting by me for over 10 ,minutes, "is it ready yet/?What is the temp now? How much longer? I would love a Ravioli." This is no joke, they want it now and they want it right and I have health food laws to follow.
I assured her they would be ready when they were ready, and if she sat right beside me I would make  sure she got the first but if she left it is first come first serve.
You got it, she kept rolling away. Coming back when I was making a new batch. Again the questions start.
Her son just rolled his eyes and I did what I was supposed to do. SMILE and chat with her.

Today was just tiring, Can you tell? I AM EXHAUSTED.