So after buying new boots, my feet and legs settled down, However the food dilemma did not. I wanted no bought food. I do not like eating out so my lunch was spent trying to make phone calls and getting David straightened out.
From NOW on he will call a TAXI to take him in. I see no other choice.
He is OK with that and me. Well when I have an obligation to my job, I take it to heart. However my heart ached for the one I loved.
As the day wore on, my body needed food. I began nibbling the Salmon. A big NO NO. But I needed protein. It seemed to work.
I watched the clock, 2:00. 2"02 2;18;3;00 3;00 , 3:30 OH Yeah, ten more minutes and I leave this area. YEA!
730 yto 4 is a horrendous long time.
Time to go home ands strip, I began at the laundry room. Stinky fish smelling apron, shirt and jeans.
I sat a minute or two in my Granny's, then off to shower and find food.
I begin by eating deli ham rolled around a sun chip. I ate lots of them. Then a piece of bread.
I drank water as we are out of milk. I just wanted food.
I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired, I just wanted to crash into bed and never get up again.
David thought I was funny, stripping as I do, I had three shirts, tow pair of jeans, two dirty aprons and two pair of boots to put away.
Oh well I got it done then baked us a deli pizza.
I finally went to bed and now I am tired again. I think tonight is a good sleep night for me.
Really restful sleep and I know tomorrow is NOT an 8 hour day. I am too old for this stuff.
Today we had to get out and buy groceries, I was totally out of milk and eggs. OUT!!!! Can't have cereal without milk. Or Candy without milk.
David loved being out for a few minutes but he did wear down, And we only made one stop.
tomorrow will be better as I work 6 then home to soup and french bread.
I need NEED NEED to find time to vacuum the pool and work the entrance. So much to do, so little time.
Love you all and please pray for us for strength through this difficult time.
David is a real trooper. However there are so many things, Little things, He just can not do. I warm him almost daily "NO NO do not move that" He tries to help me out by I do not want to see him in pain.
I told him yesterday, "Two things I want to cover with you, 1.You were right about our checking account adding two more zeros".
I did not know that, it had something to do with keeping up with computers.
2. I never knew how much you did around here and I want you to know how much I appreciate what you did do, (But DO NOT THINK THIS IS FOREVER~)
Little things, like rolling trash bins out transferring clothes to dryer or washer, loading dishwasher, unloading dishwasher, folding clothes, sweeping once in a while, wiping down a sink now and then, giving himself a bath, clearing the decks. Putting up winter pipe guards, Things I must do and believe me that is not the end of the list.
I just wanted each of you to know, I KNOW NOW just how much he has helped me out.
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Wish I was closer to help you out!
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