What to DO??

It is Thursday and I am sort of in limbo. Most of the yard work is done, Thank You God, The weather here is going to hit 115. Can you say HOT?
Last evening the pool felt like a bath tub. I was in until almost dark.
I waited and waited for David but finally got out.
As I enter the Rec Room, he is going out the dining doors. He decided to go ahead and jump in anyway. I mean he decided to walk in slowly. Me I jump in. No dilly dallying for me.

It was dark then, and the freeway looking like a Christmas parade. Something happened so traffic was backed up for miles. All the red lights and clear lights. It was pretty. We sat for a while watching, then decided it had to be bedtime. We were tired.
Well bedtime for me, He read his book, I never know when he comes to bed as I go to sleep pretty quick while listening to K-Love. Some evenings I am amazed that I wake to the last song that was playing, I wake to it in my head. Always positive, Always encouraging.

Well, everybody's got a story to tell
And everybody's got a wound to be healed
I want to believe there's beauty here
'Cause oh, I get so tired of holding on
I can't let go, I can't move on
I want to believe there's meaning here

How many times have you heard me cry out
"God please take this"?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.

Standing on a road I didn't plan
Wondering how I got to where I am
I'm trying to hear that still small voice
I'm trying to hear above the noise

SO I do not plan each day, it just comes, However we need an answer soon as to moving. I look at homes and prices and cringe. We want to just enter our last few years with Thanksgiving in our hearts.
We read our B I B L E, (yes that's the book for me) We are standing and trusting.
Believe me when I say, This is the best years of our lives. We are able to sit back and Just see Gods blessings in our lives and in our children's lives and in our Grandchildren's lives.
We see Blessings in our friends lives, We know God is in control.
So I ask all readers to pray for an end to this house sale.
When It sells, We will have to move (as in move our bodies) quickly to wrap it all up.
There are so many things we just do not need.
Sheri I wish I had told you to take the Fiesta Ware. I can live with my odds and ends and I do not care any longer.
Now I have to pack it up. Heck I detest doing all this. Maybe I need an open door estate sale.

What I really Need is Jeanette, Not sure why I miss her so much some days, Perhaps because she could understand my weaknesses and strengths. She could understand my giggly side and my loving side.
So I just talk to her through God in my life.
And Yes I miss my Mama too, She was a ROCK, ROCK. Steady and strong.
She gave me my strength. I was at an age when our lives changed and I was learning every step to take, every move to make, Every body has needs, I was learning and never knew I was learning.
It was LIFE that taught me all I know.
Thank God for a Strong Mama.