Mr. Ed Brown, Memories.

I'm tired
I'm worn
My heart is heavy
From the work it takes to keep on breathing

I've made mistakes
I've let my hope fail
My soul feels crushed
By the weight of this world
And I know that you can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left

Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn

I want to know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that's dead inside can be reborn
Cause I'm worn

I know I need
To lift my eyes up
But I'm too week
Life just won't let up
And I know that You can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left.

 

I thought of this today, In memory of my brother,

I know he was crushed by this world. and we never knew

what happened to him.

Why was he so crushed? Why was he so angry?

We found out today, He spent time on the 25th, with the music minister

at  his church. He just had to talk.

From all accounts, He went home and took a bath and passed away.

He just wanted to talk. Maybe he got some of his load lifted on Wednesday the 25th.

That is ironically my Baby Sisters Birthday, (little Miss Jeanette).

I have to believe he is resting, in peace, after years of weary worry, loss, and more loss, and stress.

 

Yes I believe he cried out for God to help him and remove the load he carried for  so long.