Stay Postiive

Today is not one of my better days. I have not felt wonderful the last few days, Nothing I can put my finger on, but just so tired. I just want to sleep every time I sit down and I can not relax.
On Saturday I woke up with a huge zit between my breasts. It hurt awful. I do not have zits. And why one there? it is right on the scar, on a bulgy section of the scar. I bathe daily, I use good soap. I do not put any moisturized on that part of my body.
It is still there and as big as ever.
What do you do for a big Zit?
Yesterday I tell David I think I will keep the car tomorrow, I am going stir crazy. Maybe a little shopping will make me feel better.
I am going to check out the quilting machines, I really need to buy one, as many quilts as I make and I have to pay to have them quilted.
There is where the expense comes in.
But today I wake up with a hurting left arm. It just hurts.
Am I concerned it is my Heart? Yes.
Do I believe it is my Heart? NO
I refuse to believe that so it has to be muscle pain, That would be logical if I were left handed and had not sat on my behind for several days. Not even one stitch did I sew.
My BP has been horribly high, (well not horrible but higher than they want it and the doctor does not understand why it stays up Duh!! I have heart disease.) My cheeks are flushed every day, So what do I do?
Take an aspirin. Take a pill and wait it out.
Darn it. I want to get out of this house.
The weather just has to warm up. I can not handle this cool dreary day we keep having. I love to be in the sun, if doing nothing but sitting.
the last few days I have worn Davids flannel shirts or a sweater in the house.
I did work out one day, and mowed but I had on a flannel shirt while doing it and Jeans.
NO SHORT WEATHER.
So Today I think I will try to gt this arm in action and get out anyway.
I will be cautious, If I feel worse I will come home and sleep.
See I just got up and I am so tired. Darn it.
Laughter the best medicine. I felt great the other day when Sheri and I laughed and laughed on the phone about things that happen in church.
Silly things that should not make us laugh. But we had these big belly laughs.
That felt good, Of course I laugh a lot.
I laugh at my Wonderful Husband and the things he does and says. Or smiles, When I say something and he smiles at me and I say,
"You have no idea what I just said, Do You?"
He repeats something so far out there I laugh and laugh.
Poor guy, again Good thing he loves me.
He can not think of words, and his arms wave around in the air, I guess he is trying to catch a word. LOL
NO really it is funny but not funny. At least we can still laugh.