Sunday, December 06, 2009

Faith

Sometime it is hard to just rely on your faith. I have great faith in the power of prayer and healing.
Some say it is purely chance. NO WAY. It is Faith in things hoped for, substance of things unseen.
I went through the surgery this week, Thursday to be exact. The ENT removed the left lobe of my thyroid only. It is still unclear if Cancer is involved. I say NOT.
I will know this week sometime. I am not calling to find out, I will wait until I go in for my appointment.
I am not overly anxious to hear this anyway.
I am not sure I can go through another surgery, this one was pretty bad on my heart. I woke in excruciating pain.
Before I left the hospital my Cardiologist ran a couple of test. NO Heart attack, (Thank God ) He seemed to think it was the stress of the past few weeks. I am inclined to agree.
However if I have this pain again, I am to call and he is admitting me for further test.
This pain was like no other I have had EVER. But I agree, I have been pretty stressed and hid it until I woke up.
(that's me, pick up troubles after the battle is won).
He is a good (great) doctor and I trust his opinion. He does not get overly excited about things and he just trust my judgment on my health.
All I wanted to do was go HOME. That is the best medicine for me. HOME.
Especially since I sleep most of the time, since coming home. That is OK, Anyone that knows me know I do not do this often.
I am giving in to my body saying, Sleep, Sleep. Actually it feels kind of good to sleep in such peace. IN my own warm bed in my own room with my KLove playing on the Radio.
God Bless each of you and Thank You for your prayers.

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