Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Kool April Nights

They are also very wet April Nights and Days. It is raining again. In fact it just came a straight down pour.
It has been too cool or too wet to plant a garden, The tractor would bog down in the garden spot.
With all this sitting around, unable or unwilling to go to town, I am just Bored, Bored, Bored.
A little sunshine would pep me up really fast.
I need to find food to eat but nothing appeals to me, I am sort of hungry but not so hungry I will eat anything. Maybe graham crackers and Nutella again. (this is a wonderful Chocolate Hazelnut butter).

It kept me going yesterday until I hit bottom (about 2 o'clock) and began heaving and almost passing out. Me and my sugar levels can't seem to get organized. I finally made it to the nuts and orange juice and stabilized myself, it is strange how it can hit so fast. Really, Really fast. You would think it would slowly start a warning but NO it just bottoms out.

And I burn up or freeze. My thermostat is off, (my internal one) I sweat then I pull covers all up on me.
I woke yesterday with sweat dripping off my face. I threw covers off, within an hour I was back to freezing. I do the same thing when I eat, Eating makes me sweat, LOL That is so weird. I will be enjoying my meal and suddenly I am dripping.
Kind of reminds me of when my heart was so bad. I am sure it is the thyroid balance. At least I have convinced myself of that. It does affect your temperature balance., hunger balance, Temperament, It actually affects every aspect of your being.
Mine is not so good lately.
All I want to do is Sit and Sit some more.
But a little sunshine will fix me right up. I am not sure how people function in wet climates. I find it depressing. If we leave California I am not sure I can take lots of days with no sunshine.
I may just have to buy a sun lamp.
OH Well that is all I have to complain about today.
I have finished several projects and will complete Mashelles bag today. I am adding a new idea.
David told me to quit looking for more projects until I get all the others done. He is right but I say, Phhhhhhhhh on you, I have to keep my mind busy.

1 comment:

Mashelle said...

Ooooo I am excited.