Positive

I believe I wrote there would be 30 days of positive thoughts, no negativism. Of course there are times, it is hard to be positive.
For example every day I have had negative experience.
I tried I really did.
Spilled Balsamic, Blisters on my hands, gophers eating my veggies, Wind and rain. I think I covered every thing there is to gripe about.
Yep!!! more than usual.
I wonder, is that because I wanted to be positive. Is it a test? If so I failed.
I HAVE NOT had a good month, I have had heart pain, neck pain, waking up sick, sick, Not wanting to talk to anyone. However, I am lonesome, sad, irritated, don't talk to me mood.
What to do?
Go to bed and hope for a better tomorrow.
David is off tomorrow, I hope I am in better spirits or he may just move out.
I may help him.
He may ask me to help him.
I am tired I think I will go to bed early.
I will think on that tomorrow.
Nite All
LOL