Why

Why do I do this to me? I am so tired I am walking slow, thinking even slower and aching all over, with blistered left hand.
I decided to till a couple of rows in the garden. I did till a couple plus a lot more.
I built huge hills for my squash and planted them plus I planted an Armenian cucumber.
I tilled about 19 rows, before I stumbled into the house and shower. I was covered in dirt.
But the garden looks good. All the weeds are out.
When David came home and slept a while, and ate dinner, We began again.
The rest is finished and the melons are planted.
I am thoroughly covered in dirt again, Third shower of the day.
But I am so tired, I sigh all time I am showering.
I Must stop doing this to me. I make myself sick.
I must be getting too old for this mess.
OK I should say more melons and squash. The moles literally pull them down a hole beneath the hills.
Really on Sunday, I saw this beautiful melon plant, It was thriving beautifully and had blossoms.
I walked out on Monday and there was no sign of the plant. I go to the hill and all I see is a hole where the mole pulled it down.
So yesterday I loaded the new plants with a hot pepper and hot flakes. I hope it works.
I have traps, I just have to find an active tunnel.
And trap the monsters. I detest moles and gophers.

I have an appointment in a few so I have to wake up, I am too tired all I want to do is go back to bed and sleep.
Not gonna happen.
Too much to do today.