I'm Worn

 

 

I'm tired, I'm worn
My heart is heavy
From the work it takes
To keep on breathing
I've made mistakes
I've let my hope fail
My soul feels crushed
By the weight of this world
And I know that You can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left

Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That You can mend a heart that's frail and torn
I'm Worn, My prayers are wearing thin,

I'm Worn,

 

Today has been a down day for me. Oh I began my day fairly early, listening to David snore peacefully.

We then had a little breakfast and began the spring clean up around here.

There is so much to do and No end to it. The guys came out and mowed the lawns and that is good. However the roses are still a mess, I need to get out there with my trimmer and mow them down,

(Thanks Aaron for coming over to dig them out.) NOT

I just can not seem to get into all this work. We did have a burn today and most of our brush is burned.

I worked on Smoky's little grave and surrounded it with Rocks and I plan to buy flower seed to plant there. Wild Seed. That will be a treat. David  has decided we will not get another cat. I guess he is right but I ache for a little ball of fur to rub my legs and greet me every day.

He was part of our family, My gosh how can an animal get to your heart so easily.

 

If our land was  fenced properly I would love to Keep Aslan and train him for the kids.

He is a BEAUTIFUL DOG.

But that is another story.

 

So today I must put my thoughts in perspective. I must stop this silent weeping and get on with life.

 

I do request prayer for my neighbor, Sue Ellison, She just returned home from having a brain tumor removed.

Now that is something to weep about. I must check on her more often. I knew they suspected one but I did not know it had gotten to this stage.

Keep her in your prayers.