Sunday, November 28, 2010

I CAN ONLY IMAGAINE

Imagine. Man that is a big Word.

It can encompass so many parts of our world.

Or in this case After Life.



I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By your side

I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When your face
Is before me
I can only imagine

I can only imagine
I imagine a place with no pain, no sorrow, nothing but peace and Love.
But I wonder is our Heaven what we make it?
Is it the things we love most that we are surrounded with?
Will Our Savior be everywhere for each of us?
Or will we go to him with our needs? Will we have needs?
Will we really Walk on streets of pure gold?
As for me, I do not care if the streets are gold or the portals are pearl.
I do care if I have peace and that is all I can imagine.
I do not see me being enthralled with anything I see, other than my Savior.
I know I will run into the arms of my savior for rest.
I know I will run to my Mom, Dad, Sister and Brother, Grandma, and Grandpa.
anyone that has gone on before.
I know that will happen.
I can only imagine how they will look.
Grandpa will probably be messy hair and thin. Grandma will have on her duct tape glasses.
Leonard will be telling jokes.
Jeanette will be walking free with no need of oxygen and pain free.
No burdens of the world on her shoulder.
I know some of you are so tired of me mentioning her, but deal with it.
I love and miss her.
I have NO ONE to spill my heart to.
She was fragile but when I needed to talk, she was there.
(I never filled her in on my burdens as I tell no one my secret pain, but we just talked and laughed and somehow I felt better.)
David woke me yesterday Morning saying, "Honey you are laughing in your sleep"
I did too, I remember laughing but I can't remember why.
He said it was something about Jeanette. (I guess I talk too)
This morning he woke me saying "Honey what is wrong you are crying."
That dream I do recall.
Same person different dream.
Now it is time for church and I better get moving.
Love to All

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