aHHHHHHH

I am sitting here trying to figure out the best insurance for me.

I will be the Big 65 in March. I can, at that time, buy a supplemental.

Should I consider it? The way I see it is this, "I can't afford it, or Can I not afford to get it?"

I have a few months to think about it but right now I have to consider the Pharmacy part of my insurance.

I think I should stay where I am, I just do not know.



Why did my agent not help me?
I walked out of the meeting. Literally said, "I can not do this and walked out."

I was polite but I was nearing tears by the time I walked out the door, practically running.

My nerves were literally on edge and every explanation was going to make me tear up.
(SEEMS I am eligible for not much with all my diseases). Damn it!!!!

I wanted to just cry. I do not do that in public. I wanted to go to my car and disappear.

Bless his heart, David stayed and took care of the business. I came home, put on Jammie's and made a pot of hot Christmas Coffee and took a tranquilizer.
I say, HELL NO! I will not pay that. 700 Plus for the month before Christmas. I hit the donut hole this month.

Donut hole ends in a few weeks. Good thing too.

The end of the year is so bad for me. (medicine speaking)

Whereas David has not even touched his deductible this year.

He gets it all free except his Crestor.

I tell him he does not know how blessed he is. Truthfully I am so jealous.

He eats what he wants, he eats fat, he is overweight, he is a lover of sweets and fats. I do the right thing and I have to take loads of medicine.



Do I sound out of sorts?

Well I am, Sometime life and genetics seem so unfair.

I do not enjoy the work I have to do around here.

I used to love my accomplishments, NO more!!!
It is just a house and just a yard and it will be here when I am gone.

Did I just hear my Mama tell me that?
Sounded just like the same thing she told me many times.

I just never got it before.
Mama I get it now, I get so much you told me,

Things I believed would never happen to me. "OH NO not me, I am going to be fine."
She warned me.